Rant.

"Sally, take my hand

We'll travel south cross land

Put out the fire

And don't look past my shoulder."

Baba O'Riley - The Who

Well here goes. I don't even see why you would want to read this cause it is gonna be one long rant.

Lets start with my family situation. 

My mum and dad both come from families of five kids which means I have a lot of cousins etc. Out of the eight families I'm only in contact with my mum's oldest brother, his wife and their son, and one of my mum's other brothers' widow and that's basically it because there was a big bust up just after I was born with my mum and one of her other brothers so I've saw him about three times in my whole life and now it's coming to the point where her last brother is turning to that side as well. On my dad's side I occasionally see my granny but only about three times a year because my mum doesn't get on with any of that family and I don't know the story behind all this. So one of my dad's brothers' (whom we used to get on with) sons just had a baby and we got a phone call two days after telling us that he was called Murray and that's it. 

I've grown up with my mum constantly making fun of most of my aunts and uncles so now that I'm older she lets me join in and when we received a present from my granny me and my mum went into hysterics because we know by the shape that it isn't the customary box of Cadbury's Biscuit Selection things, and we're at the moment trying to persuade my dad to let us open it to see. Unsurprisingly these arguments between my family are some of the first things I can remember from being a kid and I have been unwillingly been brought into them over the past couple of years, and yeah it probably has fucked me up well and truly but even though me and my mum don't always get on I can't imagine what my life would be like if we did have the whole happy family thing going on.

Moving on to my ex-friend.

Right you probably all remember when I used to moan about my paper round every Friday and how the girl (Sara) I did it with was a complete bitch, and now how I'm much happier after quitting it. She has now turned into a psycho and her mother has always been one. My mum was on the phone to her mum and apparently Sara is being allowed to go by herself into Edinburgh to meet this guy she's been talking to on MSN and then go to Leith WaterWorld with him. Is it just me who thinks their parents may try to stop them or in the least go with them?! And now I'm probably being slightly hypocritical because I've spoke to people on the internet and I would go and meet Helen if I had the chance but that's different because I trust that she is who she says she is whereas Sara has only ever saw this guys display picture "/ And she isn't going to school anymore but is still being allowed to go for sleepovers and get pissed with her mates. I'm a tad confused as to why she is being granted these privileges.

Okay let's do some happy/random me-ish things. 

I was watching Six Days and Seven Nights that has Harrison Ford and David Schwimmer in it last night and I managed to scratch myself again with my cushy. It didn't puncture the skin this time which is a bonus but still stung like a bitch. 

I had spent ages reading the 400 pages of Candlemoth by R.J Ellory and after skimming through the middle 150 pages I finally finished it on Tuesday night. And I had bought Digital Fortress by Dan Brown on Friday so I had begun it on the bus home and then continued to read yesterday and finished the 500 pages, which proves that Candlemoth was one crap book.

Waiting for two o'clock so that I can see Lauren and get my poster that she had ordered me :) And also can't wait for 9 o'clock tonight for Taggart!!

Next blog will be in a couple of days, going into details of Taggart and the presents I've got for Christmas. Now away to work on fanfiction that I had a craving to write.

Love and Hugs.

Over and Out.